Yo everyone! Finally feel like blogging again. Guess what! 24th of April! Come on you people! don't you people remember is a "special day" .. I guess you don't. Is my birthday! so.. I forgot what happened in the morning.. it was a friday.. so gotta go to school. some of my classmates wish me a Happy Birthday! then later on.. bla bla blaa.. Lennie show me a birthday dance which is pretty funny. later on.. ring! school's out! walk out from the school..& waited at the bus stop with my sis. she kinda forgot my birthday too rite..? then I forgot how did It happened. but I remembered I said to two of my sister's friend. where's my present? then one of them said Happy Birthday to me. then another one was like WHAT! IS YOUR BIRTHDAY? WHAT! SUPER SHOCKED. and guess what he did? O: he shouted at the bus stop!
OH EVERYBODY! IS JIAYEE'S BIRTHDAY! LET'S SING A BIRTHDAY SONG TO HER!
seriously, it was kinda embrassing? everybody was staring. and of couse the first thing I do, I was whacking him xD and then I ran off. ohh well.. then mum came and hop into the car. she bought Nasi Lemak. omg.. Nasi [Lemak] Nasi [Lemak] means.. if you eat nasi lemak you gonna be lemak. lol. hahaha. I'm pretty lame so just ingored this. then.. I was like suddenly : So what's my birthday present?
Mum: OH! IS YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
obviously she forgotten.
then I went homeee..& not to mention Happy greeted me! so I rushed up to the laptop & on it. hmm.. sign in to msn.. and some friends wished me Happy Birthday! okay, I'm skipping this boring part *yawn* then till night.. weee wennt ouut for dinner. normal dinner. I brought the laptop along. then.. suddenly I was eating & chatting. my mum's phone rang and supprisingly it was for me. what? so I answered.. hello.. Oh It was Sumei! my old buddy! so she wished me a Happy Birthday! I was like keep on asking WHY IN THE WORLD YOU CALLED MY MUM'S PHONE INSTEAD OF MINE. haha. ended up,it was pretty much my fault I din't gave her my phone number. oops,my bad. so I gave her. and we talked pretty long on the phone outside the cafe of course. you should know when I talk on the phone I normally walk & walk & walk. I can't stand people listening what am I talking about. so yeah, I gotta have privacy. lol. after I the call ended, I deleted the number on my mum's phone. just in case she's gonna check or something. seriously, I get REALLY Mad. Really like REALLY M A D . so yeah, thennn we went home. the end of my dayy. pretty sad uh? Is just pretty much like last year. ...
[SUNDAY]26/4
thank goodness! I was able to be awake by my phone. awww thanks my dear phone. lol. I woke up about likeee... umm.. 5.30a.m. for no reason. I just turned on the laptop and brushed my teeth. then I actually found a blade on my bed. what the heck? how in the world did it get on my bed. I had no idea. do you really want me to continueee.. what I do with it..? okay, I just tried it. that's all. Is pretty much an accident really I swear it's an accident. then.. I don't know why it keep bleeding .. then don't worry it stopped after quite awhile. then I went like Whoa. Nice Sharp one. lol, The Best Part Is I don't feel anything. omg.. lol. am I dead or what? then I washed my hand and went back to the bed room. and found out that the blade is missing. creepy uh? so whatever. I got lots of them. haha. theeen I waited till it's like 8a.m. only I could bring Happy out for a walk.. skip skip skip the boring part.. then we reached the brickfields. I think my mum woke me up, cos I was asleep haha.. then I went in.. then .. Aunty Susan asked me so.. you wanna go for the Obedience & Agility. I was likee. thinking.. ohh umm.. I Don't Know.. lol. then at last, she asked me to finish the Obedience. I was pretty bored I walked to.. I don't know whats that called. is something like a hut! then just when I wanted to sit on it, the class started Auntie Susan was waving at me asking me to follow. Then I was dragging Happy or Happy was pulling me. and when I was following behind.. I heard Auntie Susan was talking to the trainer something about me .. I'm pretty quiet. lol. theeen, there's a chihuahua named Boo. I think. and a golden retriever named Quil. i think. is in the class. the same students from last week. just a border collie missing. I forgot whats the name. [YA! VICTORIA! I KNOW! THERE WAS A BORDER COLLIE IN THE CLASS LAST WEEK! I was like OMG.. hahahaha].. then we got a test! an Obedience Test. Quil was the first one who go.. and then go the tiny chihuahua Boo. and last Happy. okay, I'm gonna tell yoy what happened! so the trainer decided to speak madarin to me. I was like .. "I'm dead" first, I think we did heel. heel heel heel heel heel.. then you should know.. there would be like heel.. and suddenly there be like right turn.. so it should be "右转" in madarin. and you should know how suck my madarin is.. I always thought 右 is left and 左 is right. I know some of you are now rolling on the floor laughing like hell. so .. when the trainer said :右转 I turn .. left.. and when the trainer said:左转 I turn right.. so he had to show me where's right and where's left.. lol. I was thinking " why don't you just speak english instead of madarin!?!" ... then after everything is finally over. so the trainer said among all 3 of us. Happy was the hardest to be trained. then.. the trainer also said that Happy dosen't have the spirit.. then he began the add all up the marks. I was pretty dissapointed.. when she got the lowest among the 3 althought she passed. then, Mr. Chan ask about the results. I don't think I answer him.. I was too dissapointed. then I went to the other side and watch others dogs doing agility. everybody was having fun on the other side playing fetch with their dogs.. except for me.I was feeling really unhappy. afterawhile, I went home.. I let Happy ran off-leashed by herself into the car. then when I slowly walked to the car.. I was actually having a little gastrik. then went homee.. I ran up my bedroom and plug in my earphones and listen to the melody.. I thought awhile.. maybe I should give up on training. Maybe I'm just not good at it. so I think for the half day.. even before when I wanted to go to bed. around 12am I tried to get some sleep but I can't. I opened my eyes and stared at the wall.. and think.. around 1am I guess I was finally feeling exhausted . and fall alseep..
[this is for one of my friend who wanna see how the cut looks like so ingore this!]
woke up. it was school again. went to school and I was still in the same mood as yesterday.. not happy at all. school was bored as usual. it was one of my friend birthday yesterday. she was sad cos most of the people forgot her birthday like me. she was mad, she said Birthday Is Only Once A Year. can't you guys just remember it? once a year. just once a year. I think it's true. but that's okay. whats over is over. I don't expect everybody to remember anyway. Is just normal.. people don't actually realised me. I don't think there's a difference if I'm in this world or not people just don't realised if I'm here or not. I think Happy only the one who really noticed me cos I'm the one whom walk & feed her everyday. when I say others don't understand me.. believe me people seriously don't understand. whenever people say they do. actually they don't. this is the reason why people say I'm quiet. and if you asked my close friends they won't believe it. haha I'm pretty ignoring when you really know the real me :D I can't stand seeing others being so lonely & sad . especially in the class, I don't know why. Is really sad I can actually make some people feel better but I can't help myself... I can't sleep again these days.. ahh god, is so tiring at school. my eyes just coulden't close.. and I'm really sick of seeing things that I shoulden't.. whats life? I don't know whats gonna happened next .. ahh.. I'm so stressed up right now!
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