Life Is Like Photography ツ

Is Friday.. 5 days of school had over.. everything's the same, boring lessons, stupid teachers, endless homework. Nothing changed till now,Everything's the same. At school, is always so lonely.. nobody ever had the same interest as I do. They talk about Anime.. I dont know much about it. They talk about "How Great Their Life Is" and you should know my life is the opposite.. Whatever they talk about, I dont find anything thats interesting about it! Maybe I just dont fit in. At home, is always the same. my mother & father they can talk about anything cos they are adults.. as for my sisters both of them .. they too talk about anything. as for me- is just the same in school.. what they talk about is either the things I'm not interested or I had no idea what is it.. maybe thats because why god makes me love animals, so I could talk to them. is it? Everyday is just the same day, I feel so depressed everyday, Is not that I wanna think negative stuff.. but is just that I don't have the "positive mind". I'm lossing everything now..I really thinks that Life's so unfair to me.. everytime, I watch video of people running their dogs in an agility course.. is so unfair I coulden't do that.. not even for once.. you seriously wont know how it feels .. when you see others doing something you love to do as well.. but you coulden't do it.. eventhought, Friends are part of everyone's life.. I met lots of "Friend" they could actually talk to you today and act they dont know you tomorrow.. Friends are so easy to get.. but "True Friends" is the one that really care for you.. would shut their mounth up and listen whatever crap you say. Friends might think thats really Lame. Is not that everytime it will be with me when I need them. but is just great to have them. It really sucks when you're that kind of ppl that could be regret so easily..that's me. is like sending out a sms and dont get a reply. I will simply just regret and say to myself I should not have send that sms. Is so unhappy everyday.. I know is impossible to feel "Happy" every moment. but at least, I could last the feeling of "Happiness" for a whole day.Impossible I know. I wish I could be a dog, I could give them a bone or even their masters came back from work/school. they just can so easily to be Happy. unlike some humans like me, is so hard to be happy.. but is so easy to be sad. whatever others talking about.. I seriously dosent fit in. no matter how hard I try to figure out what are they laughing about.. I just dont fit in. I still remember reading somebody's blog it says "Being Unique Is a Good Thing, but Being Too Different Is Painful." I think that's true. Is really fine that people dont understand me, is just like I dont understand them either.Is just like cutting your hand.. with a blade ..you are so used to it, you dont even know it actually hurts.. but to others it really is painful , but to you is just part of the life.. and I do understand why people can't help me when I say about it.. maybe Nobody Ever Understands Me.. until one day they could actually live my life for once..