3 in 1..

went back Port Dickson for "qing ming" on saturday.. whee.. over there was boreddd..and it was Earth Hour & got a "Mini Earth Hour Birthday Party".. ohh yeah, it was my birthday! :P haha just kidding! .. everybody was.. outside the house.. & I was making sure that the lights are off!.. those people in the house dosen't seems to be supportive enough.. turning on & off the lights.. and the street lights was not off either! damm.. the goverment.. and I actually wanted to hit it with a rock..so it will off.. haha.. but nahh.. din't make it..and gone back home on sunday afternoon and get a Happy bathe! hee xD poor doggy! okayy.. damm tired.. took me 2 days to post this up.. is tuesday .. but I saved it as draft on yesterday monday.. so yeah The End~! .. *jumps onto my bed* ..

Is Friday.. 5 days of school had over.. everything's the same, boring lessons, stupid teachers, endless homework. Nothing changed till now,Everything's the same. At school, is always so lonely.. nobody ever had the same interest as I do. They talk about Anime.. I dont know much about it. They talk about "How Great Their Life Is" and you should know my life is the opposite.. Whatever they talk about, I dont find anything thats interesting about it! Maybe I just dont fit in. At home, is always the same. my mother & father they can talk about anything cos they are adults.. as for my sisters both of them .. they too talk about anything. as for me- is just the same in school.. what they talk about is either the things I'm not interested or I had no idea what is it.. maybe thats because why god makes me love animals, so I could talk to them. is it? Everyday is just the same day, I feel so depressed everyday, Is not that I wanna think negative stuff.. but is just that I don't have the "positive mind". I'm lossing everything now..I really thinks that Life's so unfair to me.. everytime, I watch video of people running their dogs in an agility course.. is so unfair I coulden't do that.. not even for once.. you seriously wont know how it feels .. when you see others doing something you love to do as well.. but you coulden't do it.. eventhought, Friends are part of everyone's life.. I met lots of "Friend" they could actually talk to you today and act they dont know you tomorrow.. Friends are so easy to get.. but "True Friends" is the one that really care for you.. would shut their mounth up and listen whatever crap you say. Friends might think thats really Lame. Is not that everytime it will be with me when I need them. but is just great to have them. It really sucks when you're that kind of ppl that could be regret so easily..that's me. is like sending out a sms and dont get a reply. I will simply just regret and say to myself I should not have send that sms. Is so unhappy everyday.. I know is impossible to feel "Happy" every moment. but at least, I could last the feeling of "Happiness" for a whole day.Impossible I know. I wish I could be a dog, I could give them a bone or even their masters came back from work/school. they just can so easily to be Happy. unlike some humans like me, is so hard to be happy.. but is so easy to be sad. whatever others talking about.. I seriously dosent fit in. no matter how hard I try to figure out what are they laughing about.. I just dont fit in. I still remember reading somebody's blog it says "Being Unique Is a Good Thing, but Being Too Different Is Painful." I think that's true. Is really fine that people dont understand me, is just like I dont understand them either.Is just like cutting your hand.. with a blade ..you are so used to it, you dont even know it actually hurts.. but to others it really is painful , but to you is just part of the life.. and I do understand why people can't help me when I say about it.. maybe Nobody Ever Understands Me.. until one day they could actually live my life for once..

Hopeless Sunday

One week of boring holiday.. is gone.. and is "Hopeless Sunday" again.. so.. dint sleep on saturday night.. rushing for endless school work..

when I give up on doing all my school work.. okayy.. I dint really spend my whole night Only doing my endless school work.. I was playing some random games :P so, I actually did my homework only at 7am in the morning.. until 8am.. I gave up and wanted to go to bed.. finally feeling tired.. so.. just when I thought I will be having a nice sleep. My mum knock on the door and wake us up. so yea, dint make it to bed. did 5 minutes sleep only. then wake up again.. and went to pray my grandma.. after that.. we went to eat dim sum with my uncles,aunties and cousins..

since it was a looong waitt.. My cousin and I decided to go in to the bank to enjoy some air corn~~ we are such smarty-pants hahaha!

so .. tadaa! here is my lil cousin.. showing how should we write a cheque (: First, Grab a Pen! God,he's smart!

Then, you write whatever numbers you want.. like RM100,000,000 (:

Lastly, drop the cheque inside the ATM machine? what? hey.. I thought ATM machine supposed to be where we take the money out.. not dropping the money in! Maybe, he isn't that smart after all! ohh well..

went back home.. and Happy was posing for the cam? haha nope.. not in a "play mode" either.. she's just wanna begaya-gaya with her slim long legs or body. Idk.. just see it for yourself! and I went bathing her as usual.. sunday bath! poor Happy!After bathing, I decided to tie Happy up under the sun.. you wont know how KRAY she went after her bathe :S..

so I went up to have my bathe.. and came down saw her like this! :O is amazing! how did she un-tied herself! oh my goodness! this is un-believe-able!

After that.. my sisters was going out.. and offer a car ride for both of us O:[well, not really me.. is Happy actualy.. why would I want a car ride? what for?]what get into their mind? ohh I know! they want us to stay in the car to jaga.. horrible sisters! ahh well anyway.. we are rewarded we MacDonald's Ice-Cream ohh yumm!

then we passed by.. our great old park!.. I used to walk with Happy last times when Happy stays at my grandma's. I miss this park.. (:this photo looks like I'm chocking Happy. But I'm Not!

The End~

Another Day of Bored.

Is school holiday ~~ .. Not going on vacation again.. man.. sure is bored at home.. got nothing to do.. .. and Happy decided to pose for the cam ;D .. so yeah.. just look at her puppy eyes? she sleeps with her tummy up aagaaain.. Idk why! but .. isn't it cute?.. during the puppy days, she used to sleep with her tummy up too :P how cute! and so I went to cycling with my bike of course.. (: and get to snap few photo shots...

the orange walls.. (: reminds me of something..